Heroine
   
                  

Director: Madhur Bhandarkar
Year:  2012
Duration: 150 minutes
Music: Salim Merchant
Rating: 6.0

This is an off-beat Bollywood film that would have almost worked better as a parallel film. The musical interludes are well done but interrupt a personal and emotional drama that makes you feel like an intruder. It is a peek into Bollywood behind the scenes and it isn't pretty. Petty rivalries, insults thrown like grenades, rumors spread like a virus, everyone happy to step over or on another actor to get ahead. Smiling to their public, looking glamorous for the constant paparazzi who are like flies on the wall while either seething inside or gloating outside and wanting only to stab someone in the back. You are only as popular as your last film was successful and with a few of those bombs you begin getting desperate as people stop returning your calls. I am not sure I liked this film, but it pulled me in. Maybe too real? Way too melodramatic? Too long at 150 minutes?  I don't know but watching the many ups and downs of one actress as she often self-destructs over a few years is at times hard to watch and eventually exhausting. The film doesn't even try to make her sympathetic - more that she is emblematic of an industry that welcomes you in and then takes more pleasure in tossing you out. Everybody lives in the confines of the vast city of Mumbai but for them it is a small circle of film people who gather constantly at parties to celebrate themselves in a city of enormous poverty.



Mahi Arora is played by Kareena Kapoor and she gives an astonishing emotional roller coaster performance which feels like she is aiming for award season. At times she looks so stunning it takes your breath away but she also allows the camera into her private moments without make-up when she looks like the girl on the bus or when she is in despair with dark circles around her eyes that look like the rings of Saturn and are so deep you could crawl into them and die. Kareena is of course from the Kapoor family - the most famous filmi family of them all. Her grandfather was Raj Kapoor, her mother was the popular actress Babita, her father was Randhir, her uncles are Shammi and Shashi, her aunt is Neetu Singh, Sadhana was another aunt. And of course, her sister was Karishma, a hugely popular actress in the 1990s. Then as if her family needed more stars, she goes and marries actor Saif Ali Khan whose mother was the legendary Sharmila Tagore. Kareena has two children. I kind of feel sorry for them now. She has done more than her share of big fat Bollywood romances, but she takes on difficult roles like this as well. Check her out in Chameli in which she plays a street prostitute in a small independent film (in this movie she does the same as one of her movie roles).



As the film begins Mahi Arora is on top with many successful films co-starring with her married lover Aryan (Arjun Rampal), but we catch her just as her life begins to unravel thread by thread. Her relationship is breaking down, she is drinking too much, popping pills and those circles around her eyes are as large as the moon. But once the make-up is applied for a public appearance, she takes on the form of a Bollywood heroine but inside she is corroding. The film follows her life through the next few years as her career goes off-kilter and she ruthlessly fights to be back on top. She refuses to sleep with her director on one film and he practically edits her out of the film. You keep expecting her to kill herself as another relationship goes down the drain and a film disappears, but she is resilient and keeps looking for the core of who she really is. This film is owned by Kareena - the globes of her enormous eyes tell us everything about her character. The film only did ok at the box office, but Kareena won that Filmfare best Actress Award deservedly so.  I don't know if the clothes designer won anything but with 130 different outfits for Kareena, Manish Malhotra should have. The director is Madhur Bhandarkar - the very good Chandi Bar with Tabu as a prostitute.